tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-73666010482246265932024-03-14T04:27:29.529+08:00A little of everythingUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger144125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-37034356836652975992015-09-16T02:50:00.003+08:002015-09-16T02:50:58.386+08:00Graduated.. and life goes on...Yup here i am... jobless... just married... thinking about the past... Reading previous post that i wrote... oh how time flies...haha...<br />
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Medical school was one heck of a ride... and now there are stories that even if u graduated as a doctor ,u might not have a job later... huh... but i dont want to be typical people and start blaming... me, i had matured a bit and kinda take things a bit calmer..<br />
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well i do have to be more patient... i need too ... i have to understand a lot about my wife...i was kinda selfish before, but she had taught me how love is about giving what u have to the person u love... :D<br />
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felt like writing again... i do have ample time though...<br />
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i kinda have an empty mind now.. my writing is getting worst...<br />
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well lets see what will i write after thisUnknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-74745879625282353212014-01-11T21:13:00.001+08:002014-01-11T21:13:20.281+08:00the slower meim getting slower in writing... my vocabulary has not been updated for 3 years i think...<br />
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most of it is because i only read medical books.... not even the newspapers... damn...<br />
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a proffesor of mine told us that its wajib for u right now to stdy very damn hard and and achieve the best of us to become a good doctor and help people...<br />
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truth to be told, thats the same old spirit that i carry throughout my learning... by i learned that its not that pragmatic at times...<br />
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we can be ambitious... or at least try to be one.... but there is always a reality to set in...<br />
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i love to talk to strangers... know their life...<br />
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i love making them happy and being there for them to express their feelings....<br />
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litsening is my best capabilities... advising may be some of it... most of the tyme i will always just litsen....<br />
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if i would one to express sumthing , i would say i am very afraid now....<br />
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ALLAH lama x uji diri ini... im very afraid that i dugaan akan dtg unexpectedly.....<br />
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ALLAH had given me everything .... and im still x bersyukur <br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-69599374020371679742013-12-15T16:03:00.002+08:002013-12-15T16:03:30.061+08:00off peopleBeing a medical student is really a life changing experience...<br />
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the best part is we are able to meet a lot of people... and in this instance , actually we learn a lot... trully a lot more than what we expected....<br />
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previously, i read an article about a doctor who quits his job and sell radio... at that time, some 8 years ago... i said, " what a stupid guy "... but he said in his last sentence, " i become a better businessman after i become a doctor" which i dont understand at all....<br />
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and yeay , i finally understand what he meant..<br />
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and truthfully i cannot even describe it in words... as it takes time to understand..<br />
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<br />throughout my clinical years , many patients had taught me about life.... about how difficult life is... how it can be unpredictable and unforgiving...<br />
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ive met rape victims , HIV infected women who got the infection from her husband , ive met a guy who wants to commit suicide, and ive met a mother who had a cerebral palsy child.....<br />
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i love talking to them... it shows u how different people thinks and how the world is what actually...<br />
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my father always told me that i live in a golden cage.... and i agree with him...<br />
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and im more mature that what i am previously... but hey , old habbits are harder to ignore...Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-8017127832953174442012-04-13T19:02:00.002+08:002012-04-13T19:11:16.475+08:00continuity~its has been very long since the last time i wrote here...<br /><br />to give reasons that is not even valid is that im to0 busy worrying about exam and how my life turns out...<br /><br />as a regular person... i do face the same regular problems as u guys do...<br /><br />but that is just how life works.... one day u are happy, and one day the opposite happens...<br /><br />hahaha, just to laugh about me is that just a couple months ago, a turn around point occurred to me... which is a very big burden... but then, if u want to live a happy life u must be "testes".. right??<br /><br />hehe... ok im gettin board writing... when i have the mood i will continue.. :p<br /><br />as a medical student let us prevent HPV by taking the vaccination~ :)<br />(female only please~)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-20079194956061382122011-07-31T14:05:00.003+08:002011-08-10T12:34:39.602+08:00is smilling enough is worth the money???an abandon kawasaki zzr 1994....<div>
<br /></div><div>it was left unattended for 2 years and how many months outside the house...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>then after people move out from the house, it was stored insight the house....</div><div>
<br /></div><div>then one day , it had its chance to re live again.... hahaha... it was brought to a mecanic where its owner is also helping in starting him up all again...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>heres the payment for the bike to run on the road with safety and all...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>ok: normal service.... include max oil , oil filter , karburator service, oil coolant , change of brake pad and brake setting ,new brake cabel, new plate ,new bulb , starter service , new battery, brake fluid all and all = RM545</div><div>
<br /></div><div>torn out clutch cabel : RM 50</div><div>
<br /></div><div>new bulb again : RM 2</div><div>
<br /></div><div>new kawasaki zzr original tank : rm 800 ( original price was 1400 but had to search very hard... alhamdulillah manage it)</div><div>
<br /></div><div>change another oil : use shell this time because its better... semi senthethic : RM 50</div><div>
<br /></div><div>change front tyre : RM 105</div><div>
<br /></div><div>change back tyre : RM 175</div><div>
<br /></div><div>radiator service, timing check, thermostat cleaned and check at kawasaki cntre : RM 40</div><div>
<br /></div><div>insurance bought : RM 477 </div><div>
<br /></div><div>road tax : RM50</div><div>
<br /></div><div>puspakom service : RM 20</div><div>
<br /></div><div>new horn : RM15</div><div>
<br /></div><div>alhamdulillah the bike is 90% perfect</div><div>
<br /></div><div>things need to consider </div><div>: new thermostat, thermostat sensor , radiator flush... RM 330- 400 ( not worth the money, original stuff is very2 expensive but the bike still can run... only temperature cannot be read... but water pump is still functioning and direct current to check all the stuff is well function...undiagnosed... T_T the guy still dont know the reason it is not functioning....</div><div>
<br /></div><div>even after 17 years the starter relay is still as new... very impress with japanese...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>sum of money spend for a smile in the face is : RM 2329.....</div><div>
<br /></div><div>value of the 2nd hand bike : rm 5500</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>but it tells u the different between passion and normal stuff....</div><div>
<br /></div><div>alhamdulillah the bike is running~ yeay~~~~</div><div>
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<br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-1266037386440650502011-07-04T20:18:00.002+08:002011-07-04T20:44:30.492+08:00im very grateful~most people fight for power...<div><br /></div><div>i fight for the rights of my people....</div><div><br /></div><div>most people fight because of they think there are being oppressed by the goverment...</div><div><br /></div><div>i said the govermnt is damn full of corruption... but the corruption is done by individuals and these individuals should be sent to justice.... a change in the goverment will lead to the downfall of my people... i couldnt allowed that... i will not allow that....</div><div><br /></div><div>DAP and keadilan will take advantage of my people... till death , i will fight for them...</div><div><br /></div><div>oh malays, how could u be so stupid....</div><div><br /></div><div>willing to sacrifice ur own race for the sake of power....</div><div><br /></div><div>im not saying we should be racist, but damn trust me, every race will work very hard to protect what is their right.... and so should we..</div><div><br /></div><div>and people who sokong bersih~ please read more~ and think of what u will do.... and are supporting blindly...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-46089236787609162952011-06-30T19:46:00.002+08:002011-06-30T20:06:25.751+08:00bersih~i think the goverment should allow the rally to go on....<div><br /></div><div>all they want is a clean election... thats what they thought they want... but then again, they should know whos the people behind bersih... the top guns....</div><div><br /></div><div>i think 80% of the people who will go to that rally dont event know whos running the thing.... and whats their agenda, i mean the people whos running it.... they join in blindly...</div><div><br /></div><div>i know the goverments are making allegation about the rally.... maybe its true... maybe its not.... i know some is true.. how i know??? read and read and read..... </div><div><br /></div><div>its good to be neutral... and u can judge by urself.... read about opposition and read about the goverments....</div><div><br /></div><div>its quiet funny though, this intelligent people from the opposition keep saying utusan is spreading false news and sebarkan fitnah and things....</div><div><br /></div><div>but then again, when u read harakah... its the same thing... hahahaha~~ adeih, but then again, their theology is based on islam... but they themselves are not bond to it....</div><div><br /></div><div>read more, not just newspapers... but dont read flyers made by people... its bullshit...</div><div><br /></div><div>previously their mission is to make malaysia a muslim country.... but then again they join PKR.... and karpal singh said " over my dead body " if u want to make malaysia a muslim country once they are in power.... and yet they still coorperate with pkr... which i was confused... they are willing to sacrifice their theolgy to get power..... which is wrong...</div><div><br /></div><div>DAP are getting all the benefit after joining pas... and pas get nothin... cant u see mr intelligent... u are sacrificing everything for power which u wouldnt get.... only others will benefit.... once a time where umno wants to colloberate with pas.... why didnt u take their offer....????</div><div><br /></div><div>we need to strengthen malay and not weakens it... what perkasa said is true..... and 99% of malay is muslim if u still follow ur theology....</div><div><br /></div><div>and now u change ur theology which is divine to negare berkebajikan..... hahaha... and that is the concept the goverment has been running since the first election....</div><div><br /></div><div>then, u are no different from them, and the ongoing goverment are more competent than u....</div><div><br /></div><div>logically~</div><div><br /></div><div>and yeah , i think the rally should go on if they stick with what they said.... because the work of the opposition is to tumble down the goverment... but im very angry when some stupid malays are willing to sacrifice hak org melayu dan duet org melayu dan kedaulatan org melayu for power..... thats just stupid.... org kite sendiri pun x maju semua lagi...</div><div><br /></div><div>and please read how karpal singh has won to influnce pas.... they are in power of pas... adeih...</div><div><br /></div><div>the rally should go on if they wanted only a clean election..... but then again, please think of their true agenda.... but if its only for a clean election, then its ok.... :))</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-81033965807529202102011-06-05T16:20:00.002+08:002011-06-05T16:40:16.429+08:00the best way to do it is to prove it....just mentioning....<div><br /></div><div>im gettin tired of people who kutuk2 other people....</div><div><br /></div><div>especially in politics.... </div><div><br /></div><div>u can defend ur political believes, put please dont insult other parties....</div><div><br /></div><div>even in the Quran had stated that the one u insult might be better than u.... </div><div><br /></div><div>if they did wrong just state it... but dont insult lebih2.... be professional and explain politely.....</div><div><br /></div><div>if u think ur political believe is better than others and can change the country, prove it.... x prlu nak kutuk2 orang laen.....</div><div><br /></div><div>dont make excuses... even if u dont win the parliamentary seats .......people will always recognize u if u do sumthin for the people....</div><div><br /></div><div>dont make excuses of money... u can make money if u have the will.... and help the people..</div><div><br /></div><div>kutuking will never help u in winning,....</div><div><br /></div><div>PEOPLE ARE NOT STUPID..... they know if u are good and if u are not...... just prove it...</div><div><br /></div><div>the more u insult other people the more people will hate u.... thats a fact....</div><div><br /></div><div>another interesting fact is that the follower of the party is more obsess than the people who runs it.....</div><div><br /></div><div>they have good kutuking ability.... haiya~~</div><div><br /></div><div>tahniah nway~ bleh dapat anugerah pengutuk trbaek.....</div><div> </div><div>but again people are not stupid...... org akan menyampah byk2 mengutuk nih.... diam je....</div><div><br /></div><div>awk bwat bgus, org akan nampk..... x prlu tunjuk keburukan org laen.... awk bwat jahat pun org akan nmpak..... if there are things needed to be solve then solve it in court....</div><div><br /></div><div>if things are not in ur way then pray to ALLAH.... isnt that what we are belief??????</div><div><br /></div><div>if one party insult u, should u insult back???????</div><div><br /></div><div>macm kanak2.... just prove that u are better.... helping the people... keep quiet.... people will notice....</div><div><br /></div><div>org bawahan ni yg slalu lebih2 mengutuk.... org2 atasan yg x menang kerusi nanti.....</div><div><br /></div><div>these goes to both ends of politics.....</div><div><br /></div><div>im sory if i hurt anyone... just mentioning....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div> </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-48947654434917931042011-05-01T00:39:00.003+08:002011-05-01T01:38:31.551+08:00im sory but i thinki had to write a bit.... sory2.... it is just an opinion.... correct me if im wrong....<div><br /></div><div>i like people to be neutral.... to acknowledge what is wrong no matter who it is.... to stand for the truth.... even against the superiority....</div><div><br /></div><div>we were shock about "the " video regarding one of our politicans....</div><div><br /></div><div>but in my opinion, non of us know what is the truth... either the person inside the clip is our guy or he is being framed....</div><div><br /></div><div>we dont know... we need to investigate.... to get the truth....</div><div><br /></div><div>but i was confused on how the people reacted..... on how people strongly believe that He is not the guy in the video.... and yet they dont know anything about him... his private life and all....</div><div>people starts making lots of fatwa.... saying haram this and that.... u cannot make sumpah laknat... everything is fitnah and all..... Tv is making a sin because publishing it and all.....of all a sudden this things appear because it is a high profile case.... what if some normal people had the same accusation... </div><div><br /></div><div>i think this think wont appear.....</div><div><br /></div><div>and heck , if the guy in the video is the prime minister, i believe evryone will condemn him especially the opposition....</div><div><br /></div><div>and out of a sudden sumpah laknat is not prohibited... they will say this is not a fitnah but the truth and we must investigate.... we should spread this so that all the people will know that our prime minister is a munafik......but the people who back up the prime minister will do as the opposition are doing now....</div><div><br /></div><div>they will manipulate facts based on Quran and Sunnah.... they will manipulate things according to their desire....</div><div><br /></div><div>which is wrong.....</div><div><br /></div><div>lets us ask ourself, what if the person in the video is the person that we hate, what is our reaction?????</div><div><br /></div><div>think about it~</div><div><br /></div><div>huh, juctice nowadays are based on what people believe, and not what the evidence told them....</div><div><br /></div><div>if they want to manipulate the evidence let them be.... believe in ALLAH... HE will protect us....</div><div><br /></div><div>but to me , logically , why should we be so desperate saying that He is not the guy..... let the investigation be done.... we will see it in court...... the evidence.... even the previous case is not settle yet eventhough all the evidence pointed to him....</div><div>why are we afraid of the truth....</div><div><br /></div><div>dont we believe in the Quran..... ALLAH will always help the one being oppressed.... we should not be afraid... ALLAH will always be there..... if we are being framed, ALLAH will always help us... believe in HIM....</div><div><br /></div><div>why should we be afraid???? we have read the story of rasul who was imprisoned because of a fitnah.... he only believes in ALLAH.....</div><div><br /></div><div>thats a true leader......</div><div><br /></div><div>i think we should cooperate very well if we are being accused..... let the evidence clear our name... ALLAH will always help us...</div><div><br /></div><div>but we are worry because we might lost our influence and power.... not the crime itself.... thats the problem.... we are to obsess with power.....</div><div><br /></div><div>HE is not a rasul.... we dont know what is his private life looks like... be neutral people.... are we afraid of the truth????</div><div><br /></div><div>afraid that maybe the person is really HIM??????</div><div><br /></div><div>even ustaz comitted adultery.... we've seen that already.... be neutral.... </div><div><br /></div><div>we dont know much about him, and we need the truth.... let the truth be prevailed.... dont make early assumptions that he is innocent.....</div><div><br /></div><div>let the investigation be done.... we should cooperate and do everything that they ask... believe in ALLAH WHO will help us....</div><div><br /></div><div>to me, only people who commit wrongdoings should be afraid......</div><div><br /></div><div>im sorry, its just an opinion....</div><div><br /></div><div>correct me please....</div><div><br /></div><div>but still the person who upload the video is wrong....... but we want to noe the truth...</div><div><br /></div><div>im not backing up the goverment, i just wanna noe the truth...</div><div><br /></div><div>i hate the govermnt because of its corruption.... i know, theres a lot of bribery going on... most of my relatives are working in the goverment.... i knoe.... i hate that vey much,.... it weakens the society and moral values.....</div><div><br /></div><div>i just wanna be neutral.....</div><div><br /></div><div>kami skong yg btol.... kami bantah yag salah.... no matter who it is..... the govermnt nor the opposition....</div><div><br /></div><div>we need each other to correct our actions....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>but please, help me, guide me , show me the truth..... change me.... i need ur opinion....</div><div><br /></div><div>we need to unite...... malays are fighting each other right now.... please2 , lets get this over with....</div><div>we cannot sell our integrity and our rights to other people.... and thats what is happening right now...</div><div><br /></div><div>im sory if i hurt anyone....</div><div><br /></div><div>i lack of knowledge... </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-91762675145114726852011-03-12T23:50:00.002+08:002011-03-13T00:38:19.389+08:00of making people believe of what u want....politicians are one of the greatest group of people in this world....<div><br /></div><div>i am no pro govermnt nor opposer of ther governmnt.... i just wanna share things that i taught about these group of people..... </div><div><br /></div><div>politicians are those people who can influence people very much.... they do less but talk more.....</div><div>but still thousands of people believe in them.... they can make a very good fortune just by talking.... they can gain so much power and influence just by talking....... they can chnge the world just by talking...... they regulate matters but never solve it.....</div><div><br /></div><div>let give a simple example of how good politicians are.... for an example if one party wants to hustle down another party.... much of the instance that they would be riot here and there... and guess what, who goes to the riot????</div><div>people like us who will benefit nothin.... but not the politicicans... they would just sit down on a cozzy chair and watch the television until the riot is over and hoping that his side will win... but before that he will give a very inspiring speech of what he could do and the stupid things that the other party had done.....</div><div>tellin the people that they are very good... and the opposition is not... and vice versa....</div><div><br /></div><div>even as an islamic party they will alwys say bad things about the govermnt and nver the good things...... and same goes with the govermnt.......</div><div><br /></div><div>but can they see that the govermnt had done so many things to benefit the people..... KLIA , KLCC , plus , project iskandariah , many houses , scholarship, subsidies, hospitals, and so much more.....but the opposition never acknowledge that.... they always say that pemerintahan islam and so on</div><div><br /></div><div>but the thing is, the opposition had taken selangor and pulau pinang..... but still... there is so many bars and disco aroud selangor and p pinang... what kindda islamic state of that??</div><div>what happens to the promise u said before mr opposition... there is still beer al around and parties all over.... u make a promise and dont fullfill.... u make collebration with DAP and said u have to share power but then PAS, what happened to ur promise??? how can u still make halal of the things that is haram..... in ur speech u said u want to make and islamic state... but still non of that can be seen in the state that u hold......</div><div><br /></div><div>and the govermnt is well known for its corrupcy..... which cant be denied.... even opposition have the same problem.... every politicians want power and money and that cant be denied also....</div><div>.... there is no such things as leader of the ummah for now.... every politians of their on reason to gain power.......</div><div><br /></div><div>but i salute TUN DR mahathir because he wanted to step down on his own without any force from other people..... he can choose not to step down with all the power and money around him.... but he didnt do that.... and the opposition never acknowledge that.... they only knoe the bad site of him....</div><div><br /></div><div>every people has sumthin not good that they had done and its up to us to choose which leader is the best....</div><div><br /></div><div>u know what... whichever party won, we will benefit nothin... because politicians will always be politians eventhough they are BN nor PKR....</div><div><br /></div><div>we are the one who will suffer pain just them ( politicians ) to rise and dictate us again and again... all the things that we wish they would do is just a matter of regulating matters but never solution...</div><div><br /></div><div>so , to me, dont be close minded people and stick to one party only... think of the pros and cons.... see which leader will benefir u the most.... we should take advantage of politicians and not the other way around...</div><div><br /></div><div>i am mack of knowledge.... please do commnt if u disagree... and if u find this post very offensive then i will delete it....</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-39111832827066781372011-01-30T20:20:00.002+08:002011-01-30T20:26:11.795+08:00the chosen one~<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><h3 class="post-title entry-title" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 1.1em; "><a href="http://dizzyzizzy.blogspot.com/2011/01/rememdium-medicus.html" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); text-decoration: none; font-weight: bold; ">Rememdium Medicus</a> and co...</h3><div><br /></div><div>alhamdulillah with an effort from zenith 14 brothers we manage to make a video to spread daawah among people...</div><div><br /></div><div>please enjoy...</div><div><br /></div><div>special thanks to bro who loves cat very much because he is the one who is very dedicated in doing this and thank u again....</div><div><br /></div><div>ALLAH will bless all of u~ insyaALLAH~<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre">f</span>ollow the link</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; white-space: normal; line-height: 14px; "><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LVOwEw9xu3k"><span style="cursor: pointer; color: rgb(59, 89, 152); text-decoration: underline; ">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v</span><wbr><span class="word_break" style="display: block; float: left; margin-left: -10px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; cursor: pointer; color: rgb(59, 89, 152); text-decoration: underline; "></span><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="cursor: pointer;">=LVOwEw9xu3k</span></span></a></span></span></div></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-83969408040386338412011-01-21T10:44:00.005+08:002011-01-21T14:40:33.942+08:00tags~<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; "><b><div style="display: inline !important; "><b><br /></b></div></b></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; "><b><div style="display: inline !important; "><b>Tagged by CTK 3</b></div></b></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; "><div style="text-align: center;font-weight: bold; "><b><br /></b></div><b>About Me</b><br /><br /><b>Full Name</b>: my name is irfan , and im not a terrorist<br /><br /><b>Date of Birth</b>: late september<br /><br /><b>Age</b>: early adulthood, with normal physical development but lacking in social and psychological development... but mental health is still good...<br /><br /><b>Married</b>: after graduate... 5 years time maybe... or after i got MO...<br /><br /><b>Zodiac</b>: libra if im not mistaken</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; "><br /><b>Foot Size:</b> 10<br /><br /><b>Weight</b>: fluctuating... if its near to exam than its heavier...<br /><br /><b>Height</b>: 172 cm<br /><br /><b>Nickname</b>: irfan je... ( bdk flat can be too )</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; "><br /><b>High School</b>: JESS and SM sains alam shah<br /><br /><b>College/University</b>: di kuantan... universiti yg bgus...<br /><br /><b>Last thing I just di</b>d: playing DOTA...<br /><br /><b>My Room Condition</b>: neat... bru kemas locker pagi td...<br /><br /><b>Having a relationship? For many times?</b>: did u know that in psychology relationship can be with anyone... if its with a material , that u have a psychological disorder.... with a human being i do have a relationship with sumone... how many times??? im no player... an i do have a serious relationship with kawasaki zx6r.... i always mumble sumthin we i saw people riding that bike... huh , i love that bike....<br /><br /><b>Take Your Own Picture Now and Don't Edit</b>: </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; "> </span></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; "><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_tbzpxtWdpqI/TTM10es0iOI/AAAAAAAABQU/xNn10XdFOdQ/s1600/Picture0058.jpg" style="text-decoration: none; "><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Ivpg7OU2CKg/TTj2PvXGOmI/AAAAAAAAAds/zH1j-SR-RsA/s400/Picture%2B003.jpg" /></a></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; "><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">*~*~*check out my new helmet *~*~*</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><b>About Others</b><br /><br /><b>Name of your first gf/bf:</b> i never term her as gf... but people called her kim..<br /><br /><b>Name of your gf/bf right now:</b> same person i guess... hehe<br /><br /><b>Name of the person you miss the most right now:</b> none at the moment.. i just came back from home... so havnt missed my parents yet...<br /><br /><b>Name of the last person you've hurt:</b> my classmate i guess.... after callin them stupid... but i will stand for that.. because they are very lazy student but tend to take medic..and they love to skip classes.. if they got distinction than i might consider.. but most of them got are just over passing marks...haih, lets improve u guys... we are paid by the people ti study damn hard... dont play too much... lets work hard.... but nevertheless they are improving... they are very good in other areas...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; "><br /><b>Name of the person you hate the most: </b>no one.... forgive and forget~ im sory2 too if i had hurt sumone~</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Trebuchet, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; "><b><br />Name of your pet: </b> jimmy , billy and merah.... all are cats.. hehe<br /><br />*~*~*<br /><br /><b>About Myself</b><br /><br /><b>Pernah korek hidung?: </b>prnahla<b>..</b><br /><br /><b>Pernah baca msg pastu senyum/gelak sorang2?:</b> sume org knal sy mcm tu... ske glak sorang2...<br /><br /><b>Pernah gayut sampai tertido?:</b> nope...<br /><br /><b>Pernah kentut kat khalayak ramai?: </b>kentut is satu normal homeostasis of human... whats got in must come out... the more u fart the better... hahaha<br /><br /><b>Pernah tidur dalam kelas?:</b> 3 seconds the most...<br /><br /><b>Pernah pukul orang?:</b> pnah... tumbuk smpai berdarah lgi... zaman2 dlu...<br /><br /><b>Pernah nangis depan awek/pakwe?: </b>dpan2 x prnah la... malu kot.... hahaha<br /><br /><b>Pernah kene birthday prank?:</b> kne toron , berger dan sbgainye~<div><br /></div><div>*~*~*<br /><br /><b>First time</b><br /><br /><b>kena marah:</b> i dont remember...<br /><br /><b>duduk jauh dari family:</b> mse masuk ASIS<br /><br /><b>tengok wayang:</b> x ingat lngsung..</div><div><br /><b>ponteng kelas:</b> sekolah rndah, ponteng sbb damam... x prnah ponteng tanpe sbb munasabah...<br /><br /><b>jatuh cinta:</b> ape itu cinta??? define that and i can give answers...<br /><br /><b>kena reject:</b> huh, ssah ni.... mai jumpe dpan2 i habak mai...<br /><br /><b>accident:</b> pnah2.... dlm dunie ni ade 2 golongan je, org yg da accident dan akan accident...<br /><br /><b>5 orang yang saya nak tag:</b><br />sy x taw sape ske bce blog sy... tp sape rse nak bwat , bwat je la~</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-74817101151242334112011-01-17T16:29:00.002+08:002011-01-17T20:26:51.213+08:00to her who loves to cry....drop by drop ur tears fell to the ground...<div><br /></div><div>i felt hopeless, restless and pointless thinking of what to do...</div><div><br /></div><div>ur tears soften my heart away.. as cruel as i might be, those saline solution implicated with IgA</div><div>are enough to distract everything....</div><div><br /></div><div>oh , u who loves to cry,</div><div><br /></div><div>please dont cry too much because of me...</div><div><br /></div><div>i am nothin to u... </div><div><br /></div><div>most of the time i hurt ur feelings...</div><div><br /></div><div>i knew that already... i hate doing that, but its hard too change our habit...</div><div><br /></div><div>i learned psychology about habit.... on how the therapy is conducted and all.... but still.... i am just me...</div><div><br /></div><div>i ask more from u than what i had give...</div><div><br /></div><div>as demanding as me, i am no worthy for u.....</div><div><br /></div><div>oh, u who loves to cry,</div><div><br /></div><div>i know u want me to be there for u.. as i had stood for u everytime...</div><div><br /></div><div>but unworthy me, there's time when i neglect u for sumthin that need not any attention...</div><div><br /></div><div>i knew that already... please dont cry because of that... i am unworthy for u...</div><div><br /></div><div>i also cannot be too close to u.... as we are nothin...</div><div><br /></div><div>i would like to express myself to u, but for me, words cannot fulfill of what we r feeling...</div><div><br /></div><div>i can only prove to u by acting and showing of what u had me feel...</div><div><br /></div><div>i will show of how much i care for u... </div><div><br /></div><div>and much more after the time is right...</div><div><br /></div><div>oh u who loves to cry,</div><div><br /></div><div>please wait.. be patient... feelings can be keep in silent deep inside our heart...</div><div><br /></div><div>as i would do for u...</div><div><br /></div><div>dont cry too much...</div><div><br /></div><div>i expect u not to believe in me even though u do believe...</div><div><br /></div><div>because i will prove to u of how much i need u...</div><div><br /></div><div>oh u who loves to cry...</div><div><br /></div><div>be close to ALLAH as HE will guide u for the best future...</div><div><br /></div><div>need not to be worry... except evrything as it is pre destined....</div><div><br /></div><div>smile, and always smile.... :)</div><div><br /></div><div>u who loves to cry, once u read this, please dont cry somemore....</div><div><br /></div><div>be thankful of what ALLAH had given to u...</div><div><br /></div><div>and remember i am nothin to u for now.....</div><div><br /></div><div>but i will always stood up for u~</div><div><br /></div><div>oh , u who loves to cry~~~~</div><div><br /></div><div>no: 6 ~~</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-57600989479046525422011-01-15T19:17:00.002+08:002011-01-15T22:39:33.842+08:00holiday~yup, now i have the tyme to update myblog~<div><br /></div><div>its been a busy month before this...</div><div><br /></div><div>i have nothin to write about nway... my life has been great...</div><div><br /></div><div>ALLAH did give a lot of rezeki~ but much of the tyme i did not be thankful~ haish~</div><div><br /></div><div>and i finally have a PS 3 at my home... thanks to my brother..... because he got 8A's ,so my father promise him to buy the console...</div><div><br /></div><div>but the games are so damn expensive.... i just bought 2 games for RM340 ringgit~ damn~</div><div><br /></div><div>5 times like this and i can buy another console.... =___=</div><div><br /></div><div>but i dun mind the money... because i rarely spend the money on myself.... the games is for my brother....</div><div><br /></div><div>my father had taught me well... he comes from a poor family, so he knows very much about the value of money.... he never spend more than rm150 for a single item ... he will use his belongings until it cant no longer be use...</div><div><br /></div><div>his shoes, his clothes, ..... he is more of a zuhud type of person... im not quiet like him on this matter... for now....</div><div><br /></div><div>bu he loves to see the smile on other peoples face when he treated them...</div><div><br /></div><div>this is the value i like the most from him... and i try my very best to be like that... </div><div><br /></div><div>money is important... i am pampered with luxury that he had work so hard to obtain...</div><div><br /></div><div>and i know every parents is like that.... they want the best for their children... so we do have to work hard for them also...</div><div><br /></div><div>thats why sumtimes i feel weird and tend to mock people who is very lazy ..... didnt they realize their responsibility as a child , student and a muslim....</div><div>what i can deduce is that these people are selfish because all they care about is their self.... we just need to realize.... the importance of our contribution to other people and to the world....</div><div><br /></div><div>we are given a huge opportunity to excel.... its our attitude thats holding us behind... lets move forward people... take that chance.. dont waste it....</div><div><br /></div><div>lets care about others so that we can help them.... and at the same time we can improve ourself...</div><div><br /></div><div>lets work hard .....</div><div><br /></div><div>enough said...</div><div><br /></div><div>me myself... i need to improve also~</div><div><br /></div><div>me im nothing.... i wanted to be a surgeon... for the money yes... for the work load maybe , because sy x leh dudk diam.... i need sumthing to do...</div><div><br /></div><div>for the skill of course, i like things that is hard to accomplish...</div><div> but most importntly is for the knowledge...</div><div><br /></div><div>surgeons knows almost everything about our body... thats why i want to be like them....</div><div><br /></div><div>i wanna be full of knowledge...</div><div><br /></div><div>my father always said that , dont do to much for everything... be balanced~</div><div><br /></div><div>academically, socially and sport.... but be in excess of ibadah~ which i am lacking now~ huh</div><div><br /></div><div>lets improve ourself~</div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-47319612603426313222010-12-19T07:36:00.002+08:002010-12-19T07:51:46.966+08:00sickness..being sick makes u realize how weak u are...<div><br /></div><div>and makes u redeem and regret of what u have done....</div><div><br /></div><div>i had been to the hospitals for so many times now... especially when my father was really sick...</div><div><br /></div><div>and i noticed that patients , never quarrel with each other.... they listened everything to what the doctors said... they become more pious... they talk less.... they think more... regretting some part of their life....</div><div><br /></div><div>almost all of them wanted to go back in time and change things....</div><div><br /></div><div>but none of that can be achieved...</div><div><br /></div><div>i have no answers for them... for their condition... but what i can say is that be closer to ALLAH and u will find peace in ur heart...</div><div><br /></div><div>i have some crazy idea that in order to prevent people from making any mischieve in this world... or fight against each other and go to wars is just to make all of them very sick... and we cure them when they regret of what they would done..... hahaha...</div><div><br /></div><div>oh2, the minitest reslt did come out.... alhamdulillah, it was ok~ but need to work harder~</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-34655681007883068652010-12-08T14:20:00.002+08:002010-12-08T14:37:33.367+08:0050: 50a medical student of my batch had an accident today...<div><br /></div><div>it was serious...</div><div><br /></div><div>he rode a bike and was hit by a car... a myvi driven by an old folk....</div><div><br /></div><div>the injury was serious....</div><div><br /></div><div>the driver said that it was zahins fault but i dont which is true....</div><div><br /></div><div>but he suffered very serious concussion and a hematoma ( collection of blood ) at the brain....</div><div><br /></div><div>hematoma at the brain can increase pressure to the brain...</div><div><br /></div><div>he is fighting for his life right now... the surgeons are trying the best they could....</div><div><br /></div><div>let us pray for him...</div><div><br /></div><div>zahin is a very quiet guy... and the way he rode a bike was never term as dangerous...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>fuh... its a lesson for me...</div><div><br /></div><div>to be more carefully... but what has happened is takdir...</div><div><br /></div><div>i need to remind my friends too... because the way we ride is good in normal circumstances... we follow laws...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>but when we feel like doing sumthing stupid, we are as close to rempit... huh </div><div><br /></div><div>not good... we love to do speed run... and we can hit up tu 160 km/h</div><div><br /></div><div>for a kapcai , thats fast... its good that the govenmnt raise up the oil price... that means lesser speed test...</div><div><br /></div><div>kne kurang menyelit juge lpas ni...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-49683447397291318722010-12-07T20:11:00.003+08:002010-12-07T20:28:39.148+08:00salute...hardworking people...<div><br /></div><div>im so amaze of them...</div><div><br /></div><div>i wish i could be like them or much better...<br /><div><br /></div></div><div>and those very good people... im amaze of them also...</div><div><br /></div><div>they are very friendly...</div><div><br /></div><div>i know i have hurt some of my friends... and i really apologize for that...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-22267625997260428722010-11-30T20:07:00.002+08:002010-11-30T20:22:57.041+08:00weaknessi am weak...<div><br /></div><div>no matter how far i reach...</div><div><br /></div><div>i will always fall....</div><div><br /></div><div>no matter how good my grade is... there will always be a time when the grades will fall drastically..</div><div><br /></div><div>same goes with my personality....</div><div><br /></div><div>there's up and downs...</div><div><br /></div><div>but the best thing is, no matter how hard we fall... we must work hard to get it back... to get to our desired position....</div><div><br /></div><div>dont be lazy and give up so early in this phase of life....</div><div><br /></div><div>be prepare to fall...</div><div><br /></div><div>as we are weak...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-86325487612457053132010-11-28T08:09:00.002+08:002010-11-28T08:48:38.957+08:00redefiningredefine fast...<div><br /></div><div>big engine = big horsepower...</div><div><br /></div><div>but there's certain cars that have big engines such as the hemi powered engin producing horsepowers not as much as smaller capacity engine.... like ferrari for an instance... 5700 cc vs 4500 cc engine....</div><div><br /></div><div>both are v8 ... but the the ferrari produce more hp...</div><div><br /></div><div>so not all big engines produce big hp....</div><div><br /></div><div>supercharger and turbocharger???</div><div><br /></div><div>ok first of all , do u know how both of this thing works??</div><div><br /></div><div>do u know whats a kompressor??</div><div><br /></div><div>kompressor can be 2 things in a car... one for the aircon....</div><div><br /></div><div>another one for speed.... in German kompressor = supercharger.....</div><div><br /></div><div>a supercharger has a belt connecting the charger to the driveshaft....</div><div><br /></div><div>the rotation of the drive shaft will create boost through the supercharger to ram air into the bore... the rotation will charge the rotation of the supercharger almost instantaneously..</div><div><br /></div><div>producing more air during combustion.... thus = more power and more torque....</div><div><br /></div><div>on the other hand, a turbocharger uses the excess gas combustion of the engine to built up heat</div><div>and rotate the turbine using thermal energy....</div><div><br /></div><div>it takes more time for the turbocharger to charge.... the power is not instantaneous...</div><div><br /></div><div>u have to rev and rev and rev.... and it has lags... which means , the power will only come in higher rpm..... wrong gear ratio for the speed will lead to no power at all....</div><div><br /></div><div>supercharger can build power instantaneously.... turbocharger can build power at higher rpm.... turbocharger can produce more hp than supercharger....</div><div><br /></div><div>there are big and small turbocharger...</div><div><br /></div><div>the installation of this thing need and intercooler.... because it produces so much heat...</div><div>normal engine cannot withstand the heat.... only certain cars can have this thing install...</div><div><br /></div><div>u could also have a TSI engine where u can have both... or use a twin turbocharger....</div><div><br /></div><div>ok , both of this thing will give speed....</div><div><br /></div><div>but can a 3 cylinder machine install this thing... i dont know how long the engine can withstand...</div><div><br /></div><div>but when install this thing u have a lot of maintainence to do.... naturally aspirated car is much better.... and the sound of the rev is much more classical where u could cry due to the music...</div><div><br /></div><div>i like honda... ferrari and other cars that doesnt use the chargers.. i love to rev high.... in a suitable car that is.... and only when i fell happy to drive that i will drive fast~</div><div><br /></div><div>do u think a manual gearbox is much faster?? think again.... now some gearbox can change gears faster than a blink of an eye..... and the clutch doesnt need to be dip....</div><div><br /></div><div>and theres some gearbox where change of gears have no time at all.... like the DCT .....</div><div><br /></div><div>and all of that = speed.... </div><div><br /></div><div>and a lot more reasons to have more power and speed...</div><div><br /></div><div>i wanna tell all but i have no time.... i wrote this because i felt bored.... need to study medicine...</div><div><br /></div><div>huh, i miss the good old days where me and my friend would talk about cars all day long....</div><div><br /></div><div>a drive like idiots... but we are more mature now... we only do those kind of thing in a safe place and time...</div><div><br /></div><div>i havent read much about cars now... too busy... if i said sumthin wrong tell me.....</div><div><br /></div><div>i just wanna say.... sory if i kept quiet when someone tell me about cars and i know its wrong...</div><div><br /></div><div>because truthfully i love cars so much....</div><div><br /></div><div>dont modified cars that doesnt met its purpose of built... a kancil wants to go to a race??? </div><div><br /></div><div>why dont we save our money and buy a honda type R... its the cheapest sports car that i known... around 180 000 ringgit.... and its fast too....</div><div><br /></div><div>and speed doesnt KILL... our attitude does......</div><div><br /></div><div>Lets ride~~~</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-5159498610399281492010-11-26T20:57:00.002+08:002010-11-26T21:06:42.818+08:00khutbah~khutbah jumaat arini mengingatkan kte supaya jgn jd pemalas~<div><br /></div><div>khatib turut memberitahu yg org islam skrang makin malas sehingga muda mudi kte sanggup ponteng klas sbb sikap malas itu~</div><div><br /></div><div>beliau menasihatkan kte buang sikap malas itu seadanye~</div><div><br /></div><div>sbb sikap tu x leh bwang langsung sbb ianye fitrah manusia~</div><div><br /></div><div>but if the sahabat could do it , so can we~</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>alhamdulillah~</div><div><br /></div><div>at least what im saying is right~ although the way i presnt it is quiet rude~nevertheless its true after all~ sory2~~</div><div><br /></div><div>hype2, lets work hard people~~</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>nway, a friend of mine had an accident today~~</div><div><br /></div><div>lets pray so that ALLAH will cure him as soon as possibe~~</div><div><br /></div><div>and let us pray for all of our safety~~</div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-45993738015772263302010-11-24T06:25:00.003+08:002010-11-24T06:31:28.229+08:00last2~hehe, the prvious post will be my last advice....<div><br /></div><div>i know its boring to get advicces all the time...</div><div><br /></div><div>but heh, if its boring dont read~</div><div><br /></div><div>:P</div><div><br /></div><div>haha... but seriously ,my last one.... yeay~~</div><div><br /></div><div>im nobody to tell sumthin to people... </div><div><br /></div><div>but i think its the right thing... correct me if im wrong...</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-31850297568692478202010-11-23T19:58:00.005+08:002010-11-23T21:10:04.689+08:00as always~<div><br /></div><div>hehe... ok since the minitest is postponed~ i kindda happy because we have more time to study..<div><br /></div><div>but then, i can make time to write sumthin...</div><div><br /></div><div>hehe...</div><div><br /></div><div>the micro test was quiet easy.. alhamdulillah~</div></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Ivpg7OU2CKg/TOuv2y0K6kI/AAAAAAAAAdg/TzoBp1elOUc/s1600/021020101133.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Ivpg7OU2CKg/TOuv2y0K6kI/AAAAAAAAAdg/TzoBp1elOUc/s400/021020101133.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5542717122297915970" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">see, this are the boys of the 14th zenith~ all future doctors ~</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>although some of them did not take an early opportunity to study hard because they prefer playing but still they are very good in certain areas~</div><div><br /></div><div>yes , i do condemn certain of them before this in my writing so that they will realize sumthin~</div><div><br /></div><div>i have no niat to downgrade them but just to make them know sumthin important~ n sory for the harsh words because i need u to hear what im saying... if not , none of u will take my challenge nor read this blog....</div><div><br /></div><div>important things such as attitude and knowledge...</div><div><br /></div><div>but then, who am i to advice them??? they are already grown ups.... yup i can just tell...</div><div><br /></div><div>its up to them really~</div><div><br /></div><div>and they are improving~</div><div><br /></div><div>and i like the anonymous who took my challenge, because ive seen him change... he had work harder.... </div><div><br /></div><div>i like~</div><div><br /></div><div>and to the sisters who read this, yes the brothers are NOOB sumtimes... i mean 80% of the times... and that includes me...</div><div><br /></div><div>but there are always good things in them....</div><div><br /></div><div>but im not saying skipping class is good behavior~ but always people are not bad as a whole...</div><div><br /></div><div>only certain things need to improve...</div><div><br /></div><div>u havnt known us as who we really are.... yup we are lazy people... i mean most of us.. but when they have things that really interest them , they will do anything to get it... or achieve it...</div><div><br /></div><div>we are very good... </div><div><br /></div><div>because we can play a lot... go anywhere we want.... do whatever we want...</div><div>and we are also lucky that we learned in an Islamic environmnt~</div><div>with islamization of knowledge~</div><div><br /></div><div>but doing all that without proper stdying make us the same as other people....</div><div><br /></div><div>if we can only add love of knowledge in our attitude... and proper stdying attitude then we are great~</div><div><br /></div><div>some might be skeptic saying that we are the same as others , but to me actually we are better because of the course and responsibility that we took~ and the fact that we are going to save lives one day...</div><div><br /></div><div>and we can enjoy ourselve so much and study at the same time~ and make ibadah all the way~</div><div><br /></div><div>we are great~</div><div><br /></div><div>this is also a reminder for me....</div><div><br /></div><div>lets work hard...</div><div><br /></div><div>bersusah susah dulu... bersenang senang kemudian......</div><div><br /></div><div>minitest laluh~</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-721702131049465612010-11-18T19:01:00.002+08:002010-11-18T19:50:43.861+08:00felt..i feel that im gonna die soon~<div><br /></div><div>hehe... queit scary~ </div><div><br /></div><div>but nway~ i do have this positive kind of attitude that i learn by time....</div><div><br /></div><div>whatever happens , even theres a mistake that u made nor a thing that u miss , u will always have an opportunity coming soon~</div><div><br /></div><div>the difference us whether u leave the opportunity purposely or u leave it because of a mistake~</div><div><br /></div><div>well, if i die , at least one more jerk less by the day~</div><div><br /></div><div>hehe, less people have less thing to do... like stalking my blog~ :P</div><div><br /></div><div>i would say im not ready to die yet, bcause i do have a lot of sins.... but i like talking about the other world... </div><div><br /></div><div>it makes me realize of who we are....</div><div><br /></div><div>how we should work hard in this world.... be smart.. because we are given an opportunity~~</div><div>not like the Palestinians , iraqians , or people that are being oppressed..</div><div><br /></div><div>it makes our daily problem seems so small~</div><div><br /></div><div>it makes we wanna work hard~</div><div><br /></div><div>a teacher of mine once taught me that " before u die, gain as many knowledge as possible so that u can present it to ALLAH "</div><div><br /></div><div>she once told a story that during the day of the sahabat , a dying man still writes his knowledge in order to teach people~</div><div><br /></div><div>i think thats why im so desperate of knowledge~</div><div><br /></div><div>huh... but i grew up in a very social place... not to blame other people but only to blame myself for no able to restrain my act...</div><div><br /></div><div>i think thats why im not so shy with the girls, because im very close to them during my development~ during my early adolescence .... yup psychology~</div><div><br /></div><div>adeih~</div><div><br /></div><div>not so good~</div><div><br /></div><div>to tell u the truth, i love being restrain... such as at the boarding school.....</div><div><br /></div><div>because i know, there i can pray subuh jemaah everyday for 2 years~</div><div><br /></div><div>but now?? i can count how many times i go jemaah for subuh...</div><div><br /></div><div>need to change... huh....</div><div><br /></div><div>i like zaidi, he is very consistent in jemaah prayers....</div><div><br /></div><div>but still if i die, the world would not have an effect... i havent contribute anything...</div><div><br /></div><div>but thats my mission, to contribute sumthing to sumone.... of course first and foremost is for my family... then to other people, society~</div><div><br /></div><div>i dont care if people dont recognize me ( like mr anonymous assume that i wanna get reconize) </div><div>... making my parents proud is good enough~</div><div><br /></div><div>yeah , im maybe a hypocrite, of course i will work for the money~ all of us needs money~</div><div>but how u spend the money makes the different~</div><div><br /></div><div>u deserve those money if u work hard for it~ u can spend it all u like~</div><div><br /></div><div>islam doesnt prevent u to be rich~</div><div><br /></div><div>but if u have the money u need to serve ur purpose~ thats all.....</div><div><br /></div><div>if i die early.... </div><div><br /></div><div>i hope people will be better.... i hope that they are the ones who will bring islam to its victory...</div><div><br /></div><div>especially the people that i know.... </div><div><br /></div><div>i hope all of them would be very succesful~ have great family~</div><div><br /></div><div>have a true faith~</div><div><br /></div><div>i wanna change like farabi did..... i wanna consistent like zaidi did.... i wanna islamic knowledge like afiq have.... i wanna be wise like azam did.... i wanna happily treat my friends like faqih did...</div><div><br /></div><div>steps, it needs time...</div><div><br /></div><div>we all should change for the better good....</div><div><br /></div><div>i wanna be myself and have the good qualities that others have...</div><div><br /></div><div>if i die early, i bid goodbye to all~</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-29235069237149203142010-11-15T12:03:00.002+08:002010-11-15T12:09:00.967+08:00who would ever taught~that this blog will be so famous~~<div><br /></div><div>haha~ </div><div><br /></div><div>that means people do read~</div><div><br /></div><div>and they will express opinions~</div><div>which is good~</div><div><br /></div><div>because it will make us more mature~</div><div><br /></div><div>nway thanks guys for the dreadfull comment~ :P</div><div><br /></div><div>i appreciate it~ very much~~</div><div><br /></div><div>im open for opposers because if they dont exist i wouldnt know that i was wrong~</div><div><br /></div><div>and we can learn how they think~</div><div><br /></div><div>yup, knowledge is very wide mr anonymous~</div><div><br /></div><div>the only way we can test knowledge is true exams~~</div><div><br /></div><div>thats why we have exams~~ :)</div><div><br /></div><div>even practical have exams~ even our attitude have exams but the examiner will be ALLAH~</div><div><br /></div><div>so black and white is as important as life practical session~~</div><div><br /></div><div>and happy edi adha everyone~~</div><div><br /></div><div>makan sup kambing jom~~~</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7366601048224626593.post-39483084587004846062010-11-14T07:54:00.002+08:002010-11-14T08:42:01.515+08:00i likey~mr anonymous had accepted the challenge~<div><br /></div><div>i likey~</div><div><br /></div><div>i know he will change if he doesnt want to lose the challenge... i mean u have to accept all the terms that ive said before.... i mean , i write before...</div><div><br /></div><div>i likey also...</div><div><br /></div><div>and i love reverse psychology..... hehe</div><div><br /></div><div>anyway mr anonymous , try ur best, work hard.... prove it to me~~</div><div><br /></div><div>i beg of u~~~~~</div><div><br /></div><div>one down, more to go~~ take up my challenge please.....</div><div><br /></div><div>all i want is that u guys to change.... i know its hard and takes time so i need to make u guys mad so that u will realize sumthin.... so that u will change......</div><div><br /></div><div>i hope nothin from u.... all i want to see is change...</div><div><br /></div><div>not about the clothing that kak pah said, not about the small2 things but attitude of learning.....</div><div><br /></div><div>come early to class, dont skip classes , dont forge signs, dont talk when people talk at the front, respect the lecturers, have sincererity in stdying...... become good muslim doctors~~maybe not perfectly but as good as that.....</div><div><br /></div><div>oh, n mr anonymous i also take up ur challenge, inysaALLAH i will become a surgeon, specialize in heart~</div><div><br /></div><div>oh yeah, about the kutuk2 king~~ </div><div><br /></div><div>yeah i know , i use many bad words~~</div><div><br /></div><div>but then, bukan someone had said that sial = sengal ke???</div><div><br /></div><div>jd kalo gne fuck, moron, bastard bukan bnda biase ke????</div><div><br /></div><div>jd bukan kte da biase ke???</div><div><br /></div><div>hmmm, let me get this right... hmmm....</div><div><br /></div><div>nway, ye la2, i know some of u are senstive so i apologize... <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large; "><b>im sorry</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b>~</b></span></div><div><br /></div><div>but then, u have to think that there also people as sensitive as u .... and maybe more sensitive...</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b>please think of that... </b></span></div><div><br /></div><div>and i <b>apologize</b> for giving those words...</div><div><br /></div><div> ok fine many people hate me, i can deal with that... threaten me?? kne pukul??</div><div><br /></div><div>gengsterisme??? wow, doctors nowadays , up to that point... wow</div><div><br /></div><div>oh yeah, first of all, talk to me in the front~ dont talk at my back... if u dont like me. tell me in the face, tell the things that im doing wrong~ tell me..... </div><div><br /></div><div>x prlu la jge hati sy~ sy nak taw~~</div><div><br /></div><div>oh and u tell me that i feed information??? ... let ALLAH knows alone....</div><div><br /></div><div>ive tired of using good words, its time to change method, because the previous method hasnt change u guys a bit...</div><div><br /></div><div>u want to get angry, but what u dont realize is that the things that i mention was good... and was beneficial... u are the one who doesnt want to accept the truth~</div><div><br /></div><div>right??? all i ask is u guys to be good~ nothin more??? if u reject it then u dont want to be good.....</div><div><br /></div><div>whats wrong with coming early to class??? is it sinful??</div><div><br /></div><div>what wrong of not skipping classes??? is it sinful??</div><div><br /></div><div>what wrong of not forging signs ??? is it sinful??</div><div><br /></div><div>what wrong of having sincerity in studying ??? is it sinful??</div><div><br /></div><div>what wrong with respecting people who talks at the front??? is it sinful??</div><div><br /></div><div>what wrong with respecting the lecturers??? is it sinful??</div><div><br /></div><div>all i hope u guys will be good studnt... thats all... so i need to make u guys angry.... by kutuking u guys...</div><div><br /></div><div>so that u will realize.... if not, by the time u realize it will be too late....</div><div><br /></div><div>i didnt say that u should stop playing games, stop sports and things like that...</div><div><br /></div><div>i say u should strike a balance.... between studying , playing and attitude....</div><div><br /></div><div>i know im not ur mother to tell u stuff.... </div><div><br /></div><div>i know im busy bodying trying to change u guys....</div><div><br /></div><div>but at least i make the effort.... because non of the guys are brave enough... </div><div><br /></div><div>i cannot force u to be as i said, but i can tell u be one... if u dont want to be want then dont bother.... common la , i wont get anything by kutuking u guys and talk softly to the sisters...</div><div><br /></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">NOTHING~~~~~</span></b></div><div><br /></div><div>i dont even care about the sister... i already have my loved one...</div><div><br /></div><div>and please think about this....</div><div><br /></div><div>why would i do such thing that i know the consequences??????</div><div>i know , some of the boys would hate me.... i know some of u guys wont talk to me after this...</div><div>but i took the chance... because i know , tellin u to be good is right....</div><div>i have concern about others.....</div><div>im no ustaz, but didnt islam told us to love our brothers in islam...</div><div><br /></div><div>maybe my method is severely agressive , but the content is still the same....</div><div><br /></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">please think of that~~</span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></b></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">i know im a </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b>moron , bastard , stupid , sia</b></span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">l</span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> of wasting my time writing the long2 post~~~</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">i should be stdying~ and i fell stupid of busy bodying trying to improve others....</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">but deep inside my heart is because i care about the others~</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">but then why should i care about u guys???? right???</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">if u dont want to change its up to u~~ not my problem anymore, its urs....</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">i have play my part~</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">and i apologize for the words... hehe... </span></div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com20