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I learn sumthin new today......its nothing actually but i love exagerating things that i usually don't know...haha...but some people doesn't understand that ....but its ok....i know its kind of weird of me...i understand more about the facial expression that most of my friends usually do in YM .....haha....learning will never harm......

i'm in my holiday right now.......i always taught that holiday will be the best time of our learning years but it turn out that i'm wrong....since i'm the eldest,there's a lot of responsibilities that i should obligate....which is very tiring......you know,as the eldest we need really do need to take care of our siblings....like kerja rumah,study and lots more.....the most important thing is their emotional....one day i meet my friend at alamanda , then she brings her siblings.....i really felt that what i was doing at that time was wrong....i actually plan to blanje her since she asked me too and the fact that she already did blanje me (without she noticing it) before this.....so i was thinking,the way she treat her sibling very nicely,shouldn't i do the same thing at the same time....is it better for me to blanje my siblings than her??? its not like she is my girlfriend....although she is very nice to me sometimes.....i know we have meet a long time ago....we share a lot of things together before this.....until at one time our close relationship had just come to an end which i dont know why...maybe she had found someone special....yes its true that i do have some feelings toward her but i was scared to confess to her....it was to late then....herm, maybe i was confuse at that time......i really need to give my attention to my siblings more than anyone else at this time.......although she is special to me but i need to take care of my family first...especially my sister who is going to take SPM this year........

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