huh, is it me or everybody has gotten bigger....

i was born on the 25th september 1990....

cannot remember at what time.....some chinese DR help my mother during the labour .....must be painful as i was her first son....

time has gotten so fast.....i still can't believe that i will be 19 this year.....i can still remember clearly what had happened during my school years.....haish....

the memories.....

the time when i was very nakal.....

herm, let me count, i've been slap for 5 times.....tali pinggang 4 times.....hangar byk kali kne sebat.....kne marah uncountable.......all of this in different occasions...hehe

but as i got bigger the punishment become lesser and lesser....yeah, i become mature a bit....
or maybe my father da x larat nak rotan2.....hehe

of all my siblings, i 'suffer' the most number of beatings....ahahaha....but i'm proud of it....because it makes me a better person.....i know what is right and what is wrong.....

but nowadays, my brother and sister will never be 'touch' although they did sumthin wrong....thats why there are sometimes very delinquent....haish...

but its okay i know how to do reverse psychology with them.....but they really look up on me....they wanted to be like me.....so i need to be a good example.....

i will teach them what is necessary.....for example, my father and i sumtimes discuss bout SEX with them......before this they taught sex is berzina....but as we progress the knowledge, they understood clearly.....but i'm proud of them, they litsen to what we say and apply it in daily life....i always remind them about bad people.....how would people lie to you....how would they cheat you.....in this world u have to be tough.....

be among the people....work ur way up to gain respect....wazif is somehow is a soft guy....not bapok....but he is very jujur.....he is a brilliant kid,but to0o jujur....his friends always bullied him.....but his senior cannot bully him as they know i am his big brother....i have to admit, i am quiet famous at school.....not because i'm a bully but because of some reason....but i cannot protect him forever.....u have have to stand on ur foot someday......be stronger wazif....don't let people bully u.....

i know this past 18 years of my life i have done many bad deeds... not any serious one....

there are also gud deeds that i have done but its not worth of counting.....

i learned a lot....and i hope i can share it with the people that i care.....such as how to make money and stuff....i'm a gud entrepreneur u know......i had sold lot of things...i even enter this one company.....or i can share anything up to emotional matters....

so my life is just beginning.....

so do you.......

remember ALLAH and live ur life to the fullest....

i have evolve from an innocent looking kid to sumone who is searching for identity.....hehe

just found a picture of me...

comei gak dlu2....hehe

evolve to someone....but still searching missing answernew hair style...maybe...