ecstatic......

confused, amazed , =____= , disbelieve, sad , u name it....

thats how i feel.....

to tell u the truth.....

i feel blunted........cannot think wisely what should i do..........

first thing first.......

i'm sory sodium........( although i'm not sure where did i do wrong)

i will tell fatah the whole thing........sory to make u miserable....nor, being nice to u........nor coming to inti.......

maybe i'm too close to u.....people misconcept it.....

most of the time i like to be alone....so when u came u its kindda change things all the way......change me i think....

i'm sory,.....

huh.....

need to focus....got more things to do....

remind father to take his medicine and prevent him from eating so much...don't want him to go to hospital anymore....the DR said he has spinal chord problem...the C3 and C4 back bone is slip thus intefering with his spinal chord....sending false impulses.....my mother dun want to make the operation...

need to get back home every weekend to help mother out doing the house choirs, father could not help her out , he is tired all the time.....got to drive all day to the tuition centre and buy sumthin.....help my sister with her add math problem......adeih, i still haven,t answerd her last question.......

got to think of her future if i dun help her out......thankfully my little brother can help himself out.....

sumtimes i fell not coming home....i know when i come home i barely had time for myself....i need to study.......my chemistry is still week.....got to get 4.0 this sem.......

i'm sory for being sellfish.......

hype, i can do this..........

think positive......