sickness..

being sick makes u realize how weak u are...

and makes u redeem and regret of what u have done....

i had been to the hospitals for so many times now... especially when my father was really sick...

and i noticed that patients , never quarrel with each other.... they listened everything to what the doctors said... they become more pious... they talk less.... they think more... regretting some part of their life....

almost all of them wanted to go back in time and change things....

but none of that can be achieved...

i have no answers for them... for their condition... but what i can say is that be closer to ALLAH and u will find peace in ur heart...

i have some crazy idea that in order to prevent people from making any mischieve in this world... or fight against each other and go to wars is just to make all of them very sick... and we cure them when they regret of what they would done..... hahaha...

oh2, the minitest reslt did come out.... alhamdulillah, it was ok~ but need to work harder~