is the colour of envy is green???

i'm envy of other people's success...

i'm envy on how they could enjoy their life so much more than i do....

i'm envy on how they could have sumthing that i can't.....

i'm envy when they smile and and be satisfied.....

i'm envy of them for being happy.......

i really do.....

but i always keep it in my heart......

it is just a feeling that ALLAH gave to me......

but i never try to bring anyone down as i knoe that they deserve everything that they had.....

i believe that there's a reason behind everything......

i need to be grateful of what i have..... i have always been but sumtimes i tend to forget it....

i wrote this as a reminder for me and anyone who reads it...

the only way for us to get sumthing that we want is by workig hard and pray a lot.....

there's no short cut....

u want it, go and get it.....

and thats exactly what will i do....