it is very hard for me to forget sumthin or event that ive been through....
thats why most of the time ive been living in the past... imagining the memories that i had....
remembering every piece of it..... which sumtimes can be very irritating and sluggish..... and sumtimes makes me wonder a lot.... but the thing is, i never found a solution for it.....
hehe,
well i have a determination now..... to look forward...people i met had shown me this....
ive been living in the past for too long..... time to move forward.... because i realize that the past will never be the same as the present and the future is very unpredictable.....
i should enjoy with the people around me right now rather than thinking of memories i had before.....
huh, my father did offer me to go to france or japan or indonesia..... but the thing is, i need to go alone.... and surely i will not enjoy myself if i go alone....
so, i will not use ticket right now.... maybe i will bring her ...... next time..... in main campus....
or maybe i will go to canada to meet sodek...
opportunity will always come insyaALLAH.... we just need to believe in ALLAH.....
because ALLAH had said in the holy Quran that ( with my understanding ) ' bersabarlah kamu dgn dugaan2 kamu....seseungguhnye jika kmu bersabar ALLAH akan memeberi sesuatu kepada kamu tanpa kmu sangka2'...
jd bertawakallah kite semua....
my life had been different for this past two month.... i had met someone that is very special to me... she accepted me as i am....and so do i.....
should i write my feeling towards her in this post for u?
sigh~, maybe not...
maybe to my closest friend only....
as a simple statement is that i do love her.....
i need to focus in my sports right now especially basketball..... i will enter basketball , football and tug of war..... huh, training2........
watch out for no 6 in this tournament....!!
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